All Gummed Up Inside

I can't keep pushing this down any deeper. 
Why do I keep trying if I can't keep her? 
Every move that I make is just another mistake. 
I wonder what it would take because it feels like there's a hole inside my body. 
Like there's a hole inside my heart. 
It's like this feeling is gonna consume me if I keep waiting for this thing to start. 
Oh, I feel like I'm all gummed up inside. 
It's like I'm all gummed up inside. 
It's like I'm all gummed up inside.