吐完過後

今天早上起來就覺得胃很不舒服
教學實習上到一半就跑去廁所吐
感覺我的胃很生氣的在跟我抗議
我的胃用力的把通西往我的嘴巴拋出來
還好我很機警先去廁所等沒吐在教室裡
最後還吐了一點血
看到馬桶裡的血
我才發覺
原來我還活著
過去這一個月我就像殭屍一樣行屍走肉
看到我這樣虐待我自己
第一次深刻的體會到我活著的價值
我不能在這樣喝酒下去
我必須充實的過每一天

5/31

今天把伏特嘉全不喝完
連站都站不穩
打字也野一堆錯字
還滿爽的
結果一回宿舍把皮包放在書架上書價就垮了
果然平常看太多書的場
這就叫做壓垮駱駝得罪吼一保草麻

loves you lately

You packed your last two bags. A taxi's 'round the bend.

You used to laugh out loud, But you can't remember when.

You lost your lies. It's like your moving out of time,

And the whole world crumbles right beneath you.



So, I might've made a few mistakes,

But that was back when you would smile,

And we would go everywhere,

But we ain't been there for awhile.

And this I know, There's a place that we can go-

A place where I can finally let you know.



'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.

You and me, we got this great thing.

We're the only ones that around,

We're the only ones that around this Babylon.





I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.

Just remember where you're from and who you are,

'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,

But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.



'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.

You and me, we got this great thing.

So, come back, get here, sit down. Relax.

Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,

And it's the place that you should be.



'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.

You and me, we got this great thing.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.

You and me, we got this great thing.

We're the only ones that around this Babylon.

5/30

今天喝了伏特加
越喝心情越糟

All Out of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?

Tormented and torn apart



I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life seems so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know



I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right, believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you?

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong



I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from these long lonely nights

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?

Does the feeling seem oh so right?



What would you say, if I called on you now

Saying that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone





I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right, believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you?

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong



What are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?



I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you?

I cna't be too late, I know I was so wrong



I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you?

I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong



I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right, believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

5/29

腦子一質胡思亂想
覺得自己遊走在地獄的邊緣
除了喝酒的那段時間外
只感到無限的空虛

5/28

每天都要花200元在喝酒上面
以後乾脆三餐都不吃喝酒就好